It is over a year since I last contributed to this blog.
However an advantage of such a delay is that it enables a perspective from which to place what has already happened in context, while
equally enabling a fuller appreciation of the direction in which one's personal
development is heading.
In previous
entries I refer to Band 5 as the descent, whereby one attempts to
achieve a better balance as between both the transcendent and immanent
directions of development.
However in
a way this is too simplistic.
Previously,
I have used the analogy of a steep mountain climb to refer to the
transcendent aspect of the spiritual
journey.
So with
Band 3, emphasis is indeed devoted to the ascent with emphasis mainly on the
transcendent aspect.
However
even here there is necessarily a counterbalancing descent with respect to
gradual uncovering of the primitive instinctive aspects of personality.
So we could
perhaps use the corresponding analogy of a deep underwater submersion (into the
subconscious regions) to refer to this immanent descent.
However
when the emphasis is primarily on transcendence - in the continual effort to
erode undue attachment to conscious phenomena - this tends to
repress instinctive response, thereby setting limits to the degree to which the
corresponding immanent descent can be successfully negotiated.
So the peak
of transcendent development at Band 3 (Level 3), where one finally reaches the
top of the spiritual mountain, is likely to coincide with residual unacknowledged desires remaining with
respect to the “lower” self, due to unwitting repression of primitive instinctive behaviour.
While then consolidating
the transcendent aspect of development at Band 4, so that one can better
accommodate it with the immanent aspect, it is only with Band 5 that the task
can be fully accomplished.
Up to this point
- certainly in my experience - there had been a tendency to identify transcendence
unduly with the superior (rational) aspect, with corresponding immanence
remaining somewhat repressed as the inferior (sense) aspect of personality.
However,
through growing recognition of the need for a substantial change in direction,
whereby bodily desires and fantasies were allowed to increasingly speak
directly for themselves, the transcendent descent (from the mountain peak) was
thereby now likewise facilitated.
So apart
from the substantial release of previously unacknowledged repressed desire
through a deeper immersion in the subconscious depths, Band 5 (Level 1) was
equally associated with the gradual grounding of the refined supraconscious
intuition that had already unfolded through previous development, in the
ordinary mundane understanding associated with the middle band (of linear
reason).
And I have
previously expressed at length the precise manner by which this unfolded.
So at Band
3, I had become aware that the more advanced levels of spiritual
contemplative awareness were directly connected with “higher” dimensions in
a holistic mathematical fashion. So in my previous writings, I had dealt at
length with the nature of 2-dimensional, 4-dimensional and 8-dimensional understanding (that
are especially important in terms of integral appreciation).
So for
example 4-dimensional understanding - inversely related to the 4 roots of 1 -
entails the dynamic two-way interaction of positive and negative polarities in
both a real and imaginary fashion.
In this
context, positive and negative relate to external and internal (and internal
and external) aspects and real and imaginary relate to the relationship as
between parts and whole (and whole and parts).
So all
holons (whole/parts) and onhols (part/wholes) - as the fundamental dynamic
constituents of phenomena - interact with respect to real (analytic) and
imaginary (holistic) aspects in both an external (physical) and internal
(psychological) manner.
And this
represents the nature of 4-dimensions in holistic mathematical terms.
And just as
with a compass we can obtain ever more refined notions of direction using the
basic co-ordinates of E and W and N and S respectively, likewise all “higher”
dimensions can be looked on as providing ever more precise interpretation with
respect to differing configurations of external and internal and wholes and
parts respectively.
However all
the “higher” dimensional knowledge that unfolded at Band 3, initially seemed
somewhat divorced from the understanding of mundane reality.
Then in a
remarkable way at Band 5 (Level 1), I was to discover that all these “higher”
dimensions are in truth implicitly involved in our everyday appreciation of
ordinal notions.
So for
example with respect to 4 members of a group, the recognition of these members
as 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th with
respect to each other, implicitly requires the “higher” holistic appreciation
of 4-dimensions that I have just been illustrating.
And such
understanding provides a ready means of acknowledging the relative independent
identity of each member while simultaneously enabling one
to appreciate the relative interdependence of all members. And the beauty of
such appreciation is that this can now be achieved in a refined manner free of
rigid attachment.
Put another
way, the conscious understanding of simple ordinal relationships, implicitly
requires the unconscious appreciation of these same relationships.
And to be
free of inordinate attachments with respect to phenomena, both the conscious
and unconscious aspects of relationships must be integrated with
each other in a balanced manner.
The
importance for mathematics could not be greater as it means that the ordinal
system of number, whereby we can consciously rank different objects in relation
to each other, strictly has no meaning in the absence of the corresponding
unconscious (i.e. holistic) appreciation of this same system.
So
mathematics as formally understood at present represents but a reduced
conscious interpretation, in a rigid absolute fashion, of relationships that
are inherently dynamic containing both conscious (analytic) and unconscious
(holistic) aspects.
Therefore I
only properly realised during this transcendent descent how the holistic aspect
of the ordinal number system (in the interactive appreciation of “higher”
dimensions) becomes properly incorporated with accepted analytic understanding.
And such
mathematical appreciation then provides the basis for the subsequent grounding of
all “higher” transcendent knowledge in the customary linear understanding of the
middle band.
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